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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 11:47:06 GMT -5
*sigh* Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I think I had a shot ... but so it goes.
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Post by shaxper on May 6, 2015 11:49:03 GMT -5
*sigh* Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I think I had a shot ... but so it goes. What happened? |
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 11:53:36 GMT -5
Finally made my feelings known to the object of my desire. No go.
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 11:54:59 GMT -5
But, y'know ... as self-pitying as I know it sounds, depression is my normal state of being, to be honest. I felt sort of odd being actually a bit hopeful & optimistic. I don't think it suits me, though it sure was nice for awhile.
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Post by Slam_Bradley on May 6, 2015 11:57:10 GMT -5
*sigh* Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I think I had a shot ... but so it goes. I know it sucks. But ultimately you're no worse off than you were. And it's her loss. Much like a kidney stone...this too shall pass. |
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 11:57:54 GMT -5
Thanks.
Goddammit.
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 11:59:03 GMT -5
I mean, it could've been infinitely worse. She never said "GET AWAY FROM ME YOU DAMNED OLD WEIRDO" or anthing close to it.
But ... this is the first time I've ever been shot down before takeoff, as it were. A new experience, I guess.
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Post by the4thpip on May 6, 2015 12:35:30 GMT -5
I mean, it could've been infinitely worse. She never said "GET AWAY FROM ME YOU DAMNED OLD WEIRDO" or anthing close to it. But ... this is the first time I've ever been shot down before takeoff, as it were. A new experience, I guess. Sucks, man. Don't let it spoil your enjoyment of the foodie scene. |
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 12:48:53 GMT -5
Actually, from both a waistline & a financial standpoint, the best thing I could do is get as far away from that as possible & stay there. *sigh*
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 13:25:03 GMT -5
Damn, shax, I've been so wrapped up in my own little world that I'm only now catching up on the events rocking yours. What a damned whining crybaby I am.
So sorry to play the drama queen here.
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Post by shaxper on May 6, 2015 13:37:33 GMT -5
Damn, shax, I've been so wrapped up in my own little world that I'm only now catching up on the events rocking yours. What a damned whining crybaby I am. So sorry to play the drama queen here. Not at all. If either of us talked to a family living in Nepal right now, we'd both feel the need to shut the hell up. Pain is pain, and comparisons are meaningless. It doesn't matter who's hurting worse; we're both hurting, and I'm sorry for that. |
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Post by wickedmountain on May 6, 2015 13:43:20 GMT -5
I struggle with depression and anxiety everyday I have had it for years some days are worse than others my life now is better than it was years ago but is still hard at times. sometimes it makes me unable to enjoy the things I enjoy like comics etc. I think you people on here are pretty cool people I enjoy reading what you all buy are into at the moment etc. and your knowledge is pretty awesome to  guess I just wanted to tell you all this . I feel bad for all of you on here going through tough times I have been to but wasn't ready to talk about it yet thank you all for listening . I appreciate it Sorry to hear about depression whenever I do. I've had low times and the blues and all that jazz. But until I met my wife I never really saw real depression, and it's rough to see. Hope you continue to feel well. Thank you friend I hope she feels better soon depression is a constant struggle I know that very well  |
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 13:45:35 GMT -5
*sigh* Look here. From now on, if ANYONE here winds up going through a shitstorm like shax (& I'm still several days behind in reading this thread -- for all I know, everything is seashells & balloons for you right now ... but unfortuately from what you just said I gather that's not the case), one of my FB friends here please contact my insanely inattentive ass via PM. You guys, as others are said, are family. I care about my family. It's what I do. It's what we all do.
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Post by wickedmountain on May 6, 2015 13:46:01 GMT -5
*sigh* Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I think I had a shot ... but so it goes. Sorry man I can Definitely relate to how your feeling stay strong friend. |
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Post by Deleted on May 6, 2015 14:25:52 GMT -5
Between shax's plight & of course my own might-as-well-be-adolescent misery, I feel almost on the verge of tears here. Yeah ... when you invoked depression in particular (I haven't really had much experience with the dubious pleasure of anxiety), some of the pieces started fitting together for me, shax. As y'all know, that's one I struggle with, along of course with mild bipolar disorder as a special added bonus, so probably I've slapped certain of my wives (two ) & gfs (three) in the face with the same sort of baffling unpleasantness you've been dealing with lately.
*sigh*
Thing is, if you're mildly bipolar & you've feeling probably just a bit too exuberant of late, I can say right now that getting your heart stomped on is a pretty good remedy. I found that out aobut, what, 4 hours ago, maybe. Lucky me.
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guess I just wanted to tell you all this . I feel bad for all of you on here going through tough times I have been to but wasn't ready to talk about it yet thank you all for listening . I appreciate it 